Wah sorry 6 days never update le, must continue coming back and read okay haha.

Ivp results out, i AM affected by it, but i'm quite optimistic and think look further, so i'm okay with it, i mean there's 2 more years, and not getting into the team is not the end, but a new beginning of a journey.

Yes i feel and many people told me i've improve alot, so there's still disappointment, but it will only spur me on to improve even more and break all limits.

I guess i got more time for my studies now, which is like a wave, sometimes high, sometimes low hahaha!

Won the league match today, 9 - 8, scored 1 assist 1.

AND CMON SONY I CHANGED MY LAPTOP FAN TWICE NOW 3RD TIME STILL GOT PROB YOU WANT ME KEEP GO BACK CHANGE EVERY FEW MONTHS MEH THE NOISE DAMN IRRITATING YOU KNOW ARGHH.

League yesterday was shiok, had fun and racked up some stats at the same time. Got 4 D, 1 assist and 3 scores, which makes my total stats = 6 D, 3 assist, 9 scores, 1 layout. Woo.

I HATE mondays and tuesday, boring ttm and end so late argh! Went 77th Street today to buy my glasses, been wanting it for quite some time now so quite happy to get it. One thing off my wish list =D

Wed and thurs are closing in fast, the nervousness is rising also, Trials!

I can't seem to concentrate of studies now, maybe after the teaming is out then i can go back to studies.

Feelings.. Yes, No?

Let's see, wed's training was sianned.

But thurs' training was the ultimate one. I just felt all the aggro and intensity rush into me, building up excitement and there were ups and downs throughout the training, was glad about the positive comments made about me after that.

Then i had cramps on both legs WHILE COOLING DOWN --' I think I'm the first to kena cramp while cooling down. The cramp's still there on my right leg, argh damn inconvenient.

Okay, now i can only hope and give my best for next week's trial. * Cross fingers *

Aiyah cross fingers got use jiu don't need work hard le --'

I figured out i'm not the kind of student who will revise everyday and be well prepared for exams. Even if i do revise, nothing will get into my brain.

So i conclude that I'm the kind of student who will sometimes listen in class and chiong study when it's somehow nearing to exams, eh this doesn't mean I'm lazy hor, it's just my style.

I'm off to stretching my right leg, want to go training tomorrow de, byee people!

I HATE PROGRAMMING ALOT! =/

Yesterday quite happy when i got back 2 papers, 72/100 and 69.5/100, which is a major improvement as compared to my results last time.

Today got back my programming paper, 49/100 tmd. Okay i didn't expect to do very well for this paper but it seems that no matter how hard i try at programming i just kept failing everytime!

WRONG COURSE?!

Every other module is fine, it's programming that is bloody irritating AND I DO NOT LIKE IT AT ALL OMG.

GPA >3 ? GOTTA BUCK UP!

At first i just wanted to change my blogsong, but then i decided to change everything.

Why? I have no idea. Maybe it's 2010 now.

2009 has been a very tough ride from secondary school to poly life, juggling between friends, studies and frisbee. Aiming for at least a 3 GPA, any higher will have to see if i hit 3 first.

Have been single for almost 2 years now, everytime i think back it just hurt so badly and i hate celebrating new year. Will it continue on to 3 years? We shall see.

New bonds are made, new friends came, 6months into frisbee, but who knows how long will these stuffs last? Was really happy when i got into Team B, where everything really started after that. Joined ZD and got to know many many awesome people, and then got closer with some of them, improved in frisbee along with the others, never regretted.

To clique : 5th year and counting, i'll be realistic here, although i hope we all can stay together till we grow old, but along the way as we grow even older, it will get even tougher to maintain this special friendship of ours, let's just hope we can face this together, after all, i can't get pass 2009 without you guys and girls. So thank you, the 13 of you.

To summarise, 2009 is a year full of uncertainties, new people come into and go from my life, new decisions had to be made, being 17 years is in the middle of nowhere. Having sort of settled down now, i seriously wish that 2010 to be a blessed year not for myself, but everyone else who hopes for it.

2010, let me find back the meaning of love, let me learn back how to love someone, please..